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never make that someone your everything ♥

cause if that someone is gone you are left with nothing ♥


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The name is Amirah16 in aged
Born on 19 JULY 1995
Studying in SIGLAP secondary
My first priorities are FAMILY & FRIENDS
AND below there is the 5A's


shashafierce ---MY DEAREST BBYGIRLS 5A's---
AmiraPendekMonyet MollyOliePolie AtikahSoyalMok AtikahSteng
Syazalina Fadila Fidlya Izzati Shariffa AnnChing Syazanah IffahHazirah DeenaIzvianna SyafwaniBarney Khalisa AtiQah Sofia Azhimah Shikin Huiqing FhirdausApres RaisNabil Pekjal-cheesE freak!AHA Firah IliHumeira Wahyuni Haziqa Amalina Amanina -----SIGLAPIANS-----
NazrieSAYANG OI! NabilaGyler<333 ShehNaz<333 Ikaan MY BoyHot<333 Afez MY GirlHot Irma-always make my hair Haslinnaah Aqilah<333-always says my teeth nice Nazrin-suare nyaring! Aminah-like her curly hair NuttyNad Illyana<333♥ Shuhada-ADAh<333 Rinaa<333-mate jahat.hehe IlaSiow<333-always got to school w me IzharSharkBoyRasta WanMasuri Qamarina<333-COME AR! TongHwee-TONG!~TONG!~hehe DessereN-with extra N Jenna JaimeWoon ZulPanda<333 Fhirdaus<333 Syafiq<333-sikitsikitsudah Hayanni Haziqah Mai-muker mcm cat meowmeow Luqmann Julie Huiqing Halmie-SEX partnerone<333 Rusyaidi-SEX partnerthree<333 Aiman Geraldine FirdausBakar-HEHE JulieBilly Shannan<3 Delvinaaaaa<3 Nadiah-express Eva Nina AfiqahSam IraJhonson AmirulShah Esha<333 WOOWOO Asyiqin
Nailaks FirdHaus Fiqo NunuRabbit Zakiahh
BellaKataronika LouisaNicolette AmiraAkid Atik FashaBabyCine MirahNyonyia Anisah-kwn bola eva Jeeha IreneBENG the teeth slightly like mine! HAH! AmyliaMonster Athirah NylaAniela Emeliya SugaRenny Nurul Haiqah Sheepy JoshuaHamster[sesat]hehe IceSyah SyawalWAWAL AriffinPipin Nabilah-ElahCino Nurul'Aisyah KhairiyahSabina NoraArdilla MiraDhamirah! MyieraMoi NasyithahQurrtu'Ain MiraPampered AmeeShirin SitiHeryanni AinnElmo KiekieMeoow NunuAtikah Fauzan AJ Adriananana Dinah Fadick Rara AmirahBaby SyahirahCIGGAhaah Azura
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Wednesday, November 9, 2016, @ Wednesday, November 09, 2016

have you ever read something that killed you inside? like a text msg or someone status, everything was going fine until you came across something you didnt want to read, or you found out something you better off not knowing. its almost as if it was posted just to purposely hurt you but you constantly read it over and over again to torture yourself.we always seem to forget that everything is so temporary. i mean yea okay it crosses our minds once in a while and we might do something daring and out of out comfortzone but when that moment passes it gets stored away in the back of out minds and we continue living our lives as if they are plenty of tomorrows waiting for us. we postpone feelings and words to another day another week another month another year.

♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Wednesday, November 09, 2016

@ Wednesday, November 09, 2016

"if im not the one for you tell me. say it out loud. even if i cry. even if i beg you and wonder what i did wrong. dont give in. dont stay. if im not the one, be honest. give me the truth even if i cant handle it. if im not the one for you, let me go now. because if you dont im just going to fall harder. im going to imagine a future and all the cities we'll visit, all the road trips we should take together. im going to tell my mom about you and let her think this is becoming something real. im going to see how you'll fit in with my familly. i'll keep saving a plate for you at the dinner table. if im not the one for you, leave. because right now im falling hoping you would feel the same way"

♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Wednesday, November 09, 2016

Monday, March 7, 2016, @ Monday, March 07, 2016
I love you but I lied

Never hide things from hardcore thinkers. They get more aggravated, more provoked by confusion than the most painful truths.

 When your love ones turn out to be someone they said they will never be.When you gave your everything till you had nothing left. Nothing hurts more than 'one sided love' or 'not being love wholeheartedly' I have never felt this much betray,needy yet paranoid. When you love too much to be blinded by it you chase the person who doesn't convince they deserve to stay, you chase the person who doesn't convince you they deserve a second chance at all,you chase the person like how you chase them when you did the same mistake. Yet still feeling so needy.Only love can hurt like this. When you love too much to let go. Love too much that you have to suck it up to all the things they do as long as they are with you.  I have pride i have ego but i realize  i  am weak without you You took the power i never thought ill lose..   I spent too much time loving you and living for you that i forgot all about me .. and when i needed you most,you were gone. you left me so broken and alone  but i know i deserve better than this .Today I have fall so hard. but i told myself I will overcome the fear.i will get up i will heal i will get stronger and i will get better. it may take some time but this is now all about me. for me to heal, for me to grow for me to prosper... Oh countless times i pray , may you take someone that will never be mine, far away from me and vanish this feelings away.


♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Monday, March 07, 2016

Thursday, November 12, 2015, @ Thursday, November 12, 2015

49 days more to 2016. Another new year to face probably new changes new problems old same thing... and Turning 21.. :p  2015 have been alot of ups and downs bla bla bla yea just like how others will say hahah.  Well the obstacles of getting my car license is finally over after studying for like 8 months? haha. thats quite long tho, but im over and done w it finally!!! And school have been tough after getting into higher nitec since i get the most strict form teacher in all my ite life hahah, no playing phones in class omg seriously ?! must inform whenever you wanted to go to the ladies and ect ect ...  She thinks its secondary school uh. but its okay she push us to where everyone really studies and she make sure everyone gets in our head. well thats the advantages and disadvantages i can say. ahaa soo i have another 2 years in ite gosh cant believe im gonna spend 4 years in ite then i can get to poly. ahhhhhh really taking a super long route and im already 20. ahhh talking it... well yea i really need to start planning on my future.. my career my future family.. ahhh

♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Thursday, November 12, 2015

Thursday, April 23, 2015, @ Thursday, April 23, 2015

hi there. it's been awhile huh. oh right hello 2015.im glad  I'm close to recovery. things do happen real fast uh.sooo here's what happened 2months ago ..

."I end at 5 are you fetching me"

"yes, want to watch movie"

"ermm no uh let's save that for tmrw or maybe Friday"

3hrs later and im done with work,so happy to meet him. Head down to McDonald's for late lunch but did not eat since im still full so i accompanied him instead. Since we skip about watching movies we decided to go cycling at east coast park as we're near there. The weather was perfect the view was beautiful. As we cycle we can't stop talking on how beautiful the scenery,well I wasn't cycling tho I'm just a pillion. I couldn't see much what's happening in front, we get distracted by the scenery on our right view and the next thing I realize I was on the ground.

 "amirah!amirah!" heard a voice calling my name while something is tapping on my face that i became conscious . "I call the ambulance okay"  Noo No! i started shouting and crying in pain .He carried me up and we walk slowly to the nearest bench. Sat on the bench and he started asking if I'm okay. I couldn't remember anything and the only thing I said was "what happen what are you doing here and where are we" the only thing remember was last year April when we both are not even in good terms and that's the reason why I ask "what are you doing here" he explain in shocked. We bang into another cyclist and fell.Couldnt remember much on how I fell but based on what he said I fell with my head first. as soon as I started to remember back that it was 2015 I felt nausea and vomited twice. I don't have a good feeling I tell myself I have to go hospital. so we did. While we can there he called my parents down straight away. Headed straight to A&E and they said I had to do brain CT scan right away because it get serious when i started vomiting. . sadly the results is bad so i was admitted. he cried.. mom cried... Doctor said its serious but not very serious. my skull was crack and fractured and my outer layer of my brain was bleeding but it's just a minor bleeding. Wow didn't know falling down from a bicycle could give such injury. I was really shocked and devastated to receive such news. the first thing that came to my mind was "do I have to do operations i dont want to shave my hair and go bold"  haha.. and ofcos the fear of dying. come on brain is the most risky and sensitive organ. Few hours later good news no operations needed. 2nights in CGH and they discharge me. Thank you to those who visited me, Gws texts,comment,Flowers and balloons. Had two weeks mc from work,and thank god that im still on a school holiday or else im gonna miss alot. so i can't go out for 2 weeks cause my head hurts like hell. Its not fun at all to stay home and


♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Thursday, April 23, 2015

Thursday, August 21, 2014, @ Thursday, August 21, 2014
Tell me it's possible

It's painful to say goodbye to someone you don't want to let go but it's more painful to ask someone to stay when you know they want to leave. What's worse is, to still hold on hoping they would come back even though you know they wont 

I am really thankful for what I have, I know I couldn't ask for more right. But how long should I wait or how long can I wait? Yet at the end of the day it's back to me and my little emotions my little thoughts that I ended up crying for holding on to someone that doesn't feel the same way anymore. "You have to move on, you have to forget you'll meet someone better" I'm sick of it. You don't tell me what to do if you don't understand what I'm going through. Even if you understand it's me that's holding on to the pain not you so don't say it so easily like as if you can do i too. I don't know how long can i ever stand this feeling. I don't know how long I want to keep holding on hoping. Everyday asking the same question to myself yet no answers to be found.i don't want to go around asking you for answers and Infact I will never ask. Cause i believe you know how to handle this situation. Sometimes I wonder what you truly feel about this, about me. About us. cause honestly I can't differentiate. I can no longer predict what's next cause this feeling I've been carrying for months is the feeling which I've never felt before in my whole 19th years of my life even after going through some relationshit. I've know what I want and it's too late Oh Allah im not lost on finding what I want anymore but I'm lost on what to do next. I'm dying in and out so badly each day trying to keep myself alive with my surroundings yet it still kills me bit by bit. I'm devastated.I'm mentally tired of myself being this way. I'm so angry. Disappointed. But I can't control this emotions. I just don't want to give up.Been months I've tried so hard , fight so hard that I still don't know will I lose or will I gain anything. it's annoying how my heart wants to take the risk so much knowing it's gonna hurt much more. Idk if hoping is worth my time or just gonna be another past.Cause there's no answers or I guess mine just wasn't accepted indirectly that I just have to open up my eyes and mind to notice myself. What do I have to do to make you love me? Now what do I do when it's all over.😔 trying to act up like as I'm cool about 'just go with the flow' thingy is just harder than I thought it would be.Can you feel my heart.


♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Thursday, August 21, 2014

Tuesday, August 19, 2014, @ Tuesday, August 19, 2014

Idk how or what happen but few months ago I woke up realizing it's time to let go of the things that have been holding me back from everything, moving on and all. I'm happy that I've let go of all the unnecessary things that I realize I don't need it after all and so 20months passed,I thought I'm still going to be lost in the wrong path according to my old post. A lot of things have been happening. Too much untold story but I'm glad that I choose the right untold story to tell the world of how happy I am. and just so you know meeting someone that always makes you happy is the best feeling ever. I've turn 19 and idk if this is the real happiness I've been looking for while I was lost 20months ago But still you can't be sure if it's real or it's just going to be another history. As long as I did my part and if it's meant to be it will be cause if not then it's time to let go. 

Sooo here it is. Hi Bryan. Thank you so much for everything. You've shown me so much that I believe no one will understand. I'm blithe that i met you and I hope you feel the same way too nevertheless I hope you don't regret spending most of your time with me cause obviously I don't. Today marks our 13months of knowing each other so well. let's skip the part about somewhere somehow between that 13months somethings get really messy and I hope you forgive for all the mistakes I've ever done and thank you for giving another chance to still let me show you all I have cause I know I didn't give it all last time and I regret that I misused it. I hope there's 100000 thousand People like you out there haha cause I want everyone to feel what I feel and start appreciating before you lose it. It's okay if you can't be like how you used to be towards me now, well people say things will never be the same anymore or you just have to start a new leaf. Yea. Whatever it is I hope you notice me and don't ever forget me okay..
Much misses


♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Tuesday, August 19, 2014

Friday, November 29, 2013, @ Friday, November 29, 2013
School with the trust one


hi meet Aishah. Here's a lil bit intro about her.Its been almost a year i know her.She's been a great classmate and a friend.Our friendship was awesome, we had alot of laughter and so far she is the one that i can trust the most in the school plus she is like a sister to me and im happy to be around her. Time flies so fast that its gonna be our 2nd year in few weeks time. Tmrw is my last day with my year 1 class since it is our exams and im still wide awake blogging at 1am. So hopefully i get the same class with her next year cause i dont think i can trust any one in the school. Lost my Iphone 5 in class and its so sad that my classmates took it and the only one classmate that was there for me is aishah. Well what i learn is not to be careless cause you cant trust anyone even they are your classmates. The most devastating moment is that i knew who took it but i have no evidence at all. Life is so unfair and selfish yet its gonna make you learn your lessons too. I believe everything happens for a reason.And oh ya im still in this stupid course that i just hope to study hard and so i can go for some better courses. 

Been going through alot lately and im still living as a optimistic girl cause i know Allah will always be there when i needed him. As for now, i feel ashamed of myself to even face him and ask help from him. ive been neglecting prayers and all and oh come on i bet all the teenagers like me cant perform prayers consistently and i just hope to repent and not repeat the same mistakes. okay this doesnt sound optimistic at all. haha whatever it is , shall continue this next time. its getting late and i have exams in the morning tmrw.



♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Friday, November 29, 2013

Thursday, September 26, 2013, @ Thursday, September 26, 2013
Just another day of what I'm going through

As days passed by, I ve been feeling lost. I feel like I've fallen to somewhere deep that I should be walking back to find my way out but I keep going in further that leads me to places that makes me feel I'm wrong. I'm lost. Never felt this way before. With this situation I don't think I can comite to any relationship. I just realize that I fall in love easily but I don't know how to take care of it. I blame myself for every childish step I made. maybe I've gone through a lot in the past that makes me can't comite to anyone and makes me feel that Ive wasted my teenage life which I'm left with a year plus till I'm 20 and my teenage life is over. Or maybe i just want to enjoy till I settle down. But that's just gonna ruin myself. I admit my mind is not matured yet. I don't know how to choose what's the best for me. There are so many attractive things out there that's testing my temptations. I want everything that caught my eyes.I used to be just innocent girl who's been surrounded by bad company but still know how to take care of myself..used to...  But I'm glad there's some things I know what to avoid. Not trying to say they are bad but they are my friends that will be there when I needed them the most. And good still whatever mistake they did they never once influence me.Hmm. Fuck lets stop this nonsense shit. I'm out of words and I don't know how to end this compo. Bye la.


♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Thursday, September 26, 2013

Thursday, September 5, 2013, @ Thursday, September 05, 2013
So live your life

I'm still living my life as the positive minded girl. Whatever happens well it happens for a reason. I'm free from all those relationship shits. But I'm still beyond my parents control. I use to have that thinking ohhh I wanna grow up and get married fast but then ohhh that's bullshit. This time I'm gonna be more cautious before I even take a step. I don't why is life full of love and hurt. Is it the strongest weakness for humans. Come on this feelings  is just a temporary by God. God can anytime remove the feelings from you and 'booooom' Your gonna be so heartless to the person you most love and 'boooom' again.... Your gonna regret for being so heartless to them and so on. 


♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Thursday, September 05, 2013

Friday, August 16, 2013, @ Friday, August 16, 2013

Hi, shit the lesson is ending. apaa saaak. kbye


♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Friday, August 16, 2013

Friday, April 5, 2013, @ Friday, April 05, 2013
Some Things are better of Untold

hi. I don't know where or how should I start this. ohh it feels like its been years since I updated my blog. a lot of things been happening around me.finally im schooling after a year of self declared holiday and im still working in timezone. wthell. been busy ever since I started school in ite collage east studying some nonsense course that I didn't even want it. new friends new environment.. Despite the shits ive gone through im still here staying stronger as ever. Muslih and I has finally decided to go on our separate ways after few week I started school.. was it something I did or was it something he said? things happen so fast yet I manage to overcome it. Though i said i never wanted to lose him again.. Things change and it can never stay the same anymore... I admit it was a devastated moment for me. just few more months to our 3rd year anniversary and you decided to call it off . im sorry for the reasons you left me but if you couldn't handle it then i respect your decision. Every breakups I always have the feeling that we would still find our way back together but its diff this time. I realize theres no point holding on to someone that doesn't belongs to you. ive never loved someone so deep before till I met him ive never learn the meaning of relationship, compromise, sacrifice , understanding, give and take until I met him. Well Muslih  having you in my life was a lesson learned. You're the type of person which hard to pleased nonetheless ive tried my best saving our relationship even after all the hurts we've given each other, but then its trifling. No matter how acrimonious I would be im blithe that we've gone this far. And to those who is there for me when im going through such devastated moment, im glad youre still here. I never thought you could brighten up my day again..
With Love,


♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Friday, April 05, 2013

Sunday, February 3, 2013, @ Sunday, February 03, 2013

Well spent Sunday 💋💖
And that day sleep over💙


♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Sunday, February 03, 2013

Wednesday, October 24, 2012, @ Wednesday, October 24, 2012
let the picture do the talking,

i should have done the same thing.


♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Tuesday, October 16, 2012, @ Tuesday, October 16, 2012
timezone hougang mall

ok why i look so akward in this picture.haha

Meet Aeleen my full timer, i mean ex full timer at hougang, she's already been transfer to other outlet. how sad cause she all im left with when jennifer and miguel left. i was the only longest part timer there when she came and took over miguel and ziana came and took over jennifer as supervisor..

okay to be continue later. my break has ended. using the office computer. heh. 

hi, back to where i stop, i really miss how aeleen and i work together, talking about our countries,boys, relationship stuff, how we live, and stuff. because she's a foreigner and i learn alot from her with her stories she share. shes like my own sister after miguel left. its just so sad im working without her, and so Ram replace her and im not so comfortable with Ram cause hes kinda scary in doing cashier, but he's good also in mixing around like hes really friendly and funny but still im scared working under his shift. okaay lah guys bye, 


♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Tuesday, October 16, 2012