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never make that someone your everything ♥

cause if that someone is gone you are left with nothing ♥


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The name is Amirah16 in aged
Born on 19 JULY 1995
Studying in SIGLAP secondary
My first priorities are FAMILY & FRIENDS
AND below there is the 5A's


shashafierce ---MY DEAREST BBYGIRLS 5A's---
AmiraPendekMonyet MollyOliePolie AtikahSoyalMok AtikahSteng
Syazalina Fadila Fidlya Izzati Shariffa AnnChing Syazanah IffahHazirah DeenaIzvianna SyafwaniBarney Khalisa AtiQah Sofia Azhimah Shikin Huiqing FhirdausApres RaisNabil Pekjal-cheesE freak!AHA Firah IliHumeira Wahyuni Haziqa Amalina Amanina -----SIGLAPIANS-----
NazrieSAYANG OI! NabilaGyler<333 ShehNaz<333 Ikaan MY BoyHot<333 Afez MY GirlHot Irma-always make my hair Haslinnaah Aqilah<333-always says my teeth nice Nazrin-suare nyaring! Aminah-like her curly hair NuttyNad Illyana<333♥ Shuhada-ADAh<333 Rinaa<333-mate jahat.hehe IlaSiow<333-always got to school w me IzharSharkBoyRasta WanMasuri Qamarina<333-COME AR! TongHwee-TONG!~TONG!~hehe DessereN-with extra N Jenna JaimeWoon ZulPanda<333 Fhirdaus<333 Syafiq<333-sikitsikitsudah Hayanni Haziqah Mai-muker mcm cat meowmeow Luqmann Julie Huiqing Halmie-SEX partnerone<333 Rusyaidi-SEX partnerthree<333 Aiman Geraldine FirdausBakar-HEHE JulieBilly Shannan<3 Delvinaaaaa<3 Nadiah-express Eva Nina AfiqahSam IraJhonson AmirulShah Esha<333 WOOWOO Asyiqin
Nailaks FirdHaus Fiqo NunuRabbit Zakiahh
BellaKataronika LouisaNicolette AmiraAkid Atik FashaBabyCine MirahNyonyia Anisah-kwn bola eva Jeeha IreneBENG the teeth slightly like mine! HAH! AmyliaMonster Athirah NylaAniela Emeliya SugaRenny Nurul Haiqah Sheepy JoshuaHamster[sesat]hehe IceSyah SyawalWAWAL AriffinPipin Nabilah-ElahCino Nurul'Aisyah KhairiyahSabina NoraArdilla MiraDhamirah! MyieraMoi NasyithahQurrtu'Ain MiraPampered AmeeShirin SitiHeryanni AinnElmo KiekieMeoow NunuAtikah Fauzan AJ Adriananana Dinah Fadick Rara AmirahBaby SyahirahCIGGAhaah Azura
Elis'Sanchez Lee Wina Ayu NiniBeloww Didi Diana deeSanoriichiiwaa Iffa Chakaa'Kiaas Aqilah
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Thursday, August 21, 2014, @ Thursday, August 21, 2014
Tell me it's possible

It's painful to say goodbye to someone you don't want to let go but it's more painful to ask someone to stay when you know they want to leave. What's worse is to still hold on hoping they would come back even though you know they already left 

I am really thankful for what I have, I know I couldn't ask for more right. But how long should I wait or how long can I wait? Yet at the end of the day it's back to me and my little emotions my little thoughts that I ended up crying for holding on to someone that doesn't feel the same way anymore. "You have to move on, you have to forget you'll meet someone better" I'm sick of it. You don't tell me what to do if you don't understand what I'm going through. Even if you understand it's me that's holding on to the pain not you so don't say it so easily like as if you can do i too. I don't know how long can i ever stand this feeling. I don't know how long I want to keep holding on hoping. Everyday asking the same question to myself yet no answers to be found.i don't want to go around asking you for answers and Infact I will never ask. Cause i believe you know how to handle this situation. Sometimes I wonder what you truly feel about this, about me. About us. cause honestly I can't differentiate. I can no longer predict what's next cause this feeling I've been carrying for months is the feeling which I've never felt before in my whole 19th years of my life even after going through some relationshit. I've know what I want and it's too late Oh Allah im not lost on finding what I want anymore but I'm lost on what to do next. I'm dying in and out so badly each day trying to keep myself alive with my surroundings yet it still kills me bit by bit. I'm devastated.I'm mentally tired of myself being this way. I'm so angry. Disappointed. But I can't control this emotions. I just don't want to give up.Been months I've tried so hard , fight so hard that I still don't know will I lose or will I gain anything. it's annoying how my heart wants to take the risk so much knowing it's gonna hurt much more. Idk if hoping is worth my time or just gonna be another past.Cause there's no answers or I guess mine just wasn't accepted indirectly that I just have to open up my eyes and mind to notice myself. What do I have to do to make you love me? Now what do I do when it's all over.😔 trying to act up like as I'm cool about 'just go with the flow' thingy is just harder than I thought it would be.Can you feel my heart.


♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Thursday, August 21, 2014

Tuesday, August 19, 2014, @ Tuesday, August 19, 2014

Idk how or what happen but few months ago I woke up realizing it's time to let go of the things that have been holding me back from everything, moving on and all. I'm happy that I've let go of all the unnecessary things that I realize I don't need it after all and so 20months passed,I thought I'm still going to be lost in the wrong path according to my old post. A lot of things have been happening. Too much untold story but I'm glad that I choose the right untold story to tell the world of how happy I am. and just so you know meeting someone that always makes you happy is the best feeling ever. I've turn 19 and idk if this is the real happiness I've been looking for while I was lost 20months ago But still you can't be sure if it's real or it's just going to be another history. As long as I did my part and if it's meant to be it will be cause if not then it's time to let go. 

Sooo here it is. Hi Bryan. Thank you so much for everything. You've shown me so much that I believe no one will understand. I'm blithe that i met you and I hope you feel the same way too nevertheless I hope you don't regret spending most of your time with me cause obviously I don't. Today marks our 13months of knowing each other so well. let's skip the part about somewhere somehow between that 13months somethings get really messy and I hope you forgive for all the mistakes I've ever done and thank you for giving another chance to still let me show you all I have cause I know I didn't give it all last time and I regret that I misused it. I hope there's 100000 thousand People like you out there haha cause I want everyone to feel what I feel and start appreciating before you lose it. It's okay if you can't be like how you used to be towards me now, well people say things will never be the same anymore or you just have to start a new leaf. Yea. Whatever it is I hope you notice me and don't ever forget me okay..
Much misses


♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Tuesday, August 19, 2014

Friday, November 29, 2013, @ Friday, November 29, 2013
School with the trust one


hi meet Aishah. Here's a lil bit intro about her.Its been almost a year i know her.She's been a great classmate and a friend.Our friendship was awesome, we had alot of laughter and so far she is the one that i can trust the most in the school plus she is like a sister to me and im happy to be around her. Time flies so fast that its gonna be our 2nd year in few weeks time. Tmrw is my last day with my year 1 class since it is our exams and im still wide awake blogging at 1am. So hopefully i get the same class with her next year cause i dont think i can trust any one in the school. Lost my Iphone 5 in class and its so sad that my classmates took it and the only one classmate that was there for me is aishah. Well what i learn is not to be careless cause you cant trust anyone even they are your classmates. The most devastating moment is that i knew who took it but i have no evidence at all. Life is so unfair and selfish yet its gonna make you learn your lessons too. I believe everything happens for a reason.And oh ya im still in this stupid course that i just hope to study hard and so i can go for some better courses. 

Been going through alot lately and im still living as a optimistic girl cause i know Allah will always be there when i needed him. As for now, i feel ashamed of myself to even face him and ask help from him. ive been neglecting prayers and all and oh come on i bet all the teenagers like me cant perform prayers consistently and i just hope to repent and not repeat the same mistakes. okay this doesnt sound optimistic at all. haha whatever it is , shall continue this next time. its getting late and i have exams in the morning tmrw.



♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Friday, November 29, 2013

Thursday, September 26, 2013, @ Thursday, September 26, 2013
Just another day of what I'm going through

As days passed by, I ve been feeling lost. I feel like I've fallen to somewhere deep that I should be walking back to find my way out but I keep going in further that leads me to places that makes me feel I'm wrong. I'm lost. Never felt this way before. With this situation I don't think I can comite to any relationship. I just realize that I fall in love easily but I don't know how to take care of it. I blame myself for every childish step I made. maybe I've gone through a lot in the past that makes me can't comite to anyone and makes me feel that Ive wasted my teenage life which I'm left with a year plus till I'm 20 and my teenage life is over. Or maybe i just want to enjoy till I settle down. But that's just gonna ruin myself. I admit my mind is not matured yet. I don't know how to choose what's the best for me. There are so many attractive things out there that's testing my temptations. I want everything that caught my eyes.I used to be just innocent girl who's been surrounded by bad company but still know how to take care of myself..used to...  But I'm glad there's some things I know what to avoid. Not trying to say they are bad but they are my friends that will be there when I needed them the most. And good still whatever mistake they did they never once influence me.Hmm. Fuck lets stop this nonsense shit. I'm out of words and I don't know how to end this compo. Bye la.


♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Thursday, September 26, 2013

Thursday, September 5, 2013, @ Thursday, September 05, 2013
So live your life

I'm still living my life as the positive minded girl. Whatever happens well it happens for a reason. I'm free from all those relationship shits. But I'm still beyond my parents control. I use to have that thinking ohhh I wanna grow up and get married fast but then ohhh that's bullshit. This time I'm gonna be more cautious before I even take a step. I don't why is life full of love and hurt. Is it the strongest weakness for humans. Come on this feelings  is just a temporary by God. God can anytime remove the feelings from you and 'booooom' Your gonna be so heartless to the person you most love and 'boooom' again.... Your gonna regret for being so heartless to them and so on. 


♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Thursday, September 05, 2013

Friday, August 16, 2013, @ Friday, August 16, 2013

Hi, shit the lesson is ending. apaa saaak. kbye


♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Friday, August 16, 2013

Friday, April 5, 2013, @ Friday, April 05, 2013
Some Things are better of Untold

hi. I don't know where or how should I start this. ohh it feels like its been years since I updated my blog. a lot of things been happening around me.finally im schooling after a year of self declared holiday and im still working in timezone. wthell. been busy ever since I started school in ite collage east studying some nonsense course that I didn't even want it. new friends new environment.. Despite the shits ive gone through im still here staying stronger as ever. Muslih and I has finally decided to go on our separate ways after few week I started school.. was it something I did or was it something he said? things happen so fast yet I manage to overcome it. Though i said i never wanted to lose him again.. Things change and it can never stay the same anymore... I admit it was a devastated moment for me. just few more months to our 3rd year anniversary and you decided to call it off . im sorry for the reasons you left me but if you couldn't handle it then i respect your decision. Every breakups I always have the feeling that we would still find our way back together but its diff this time. I realize theres no point holding on to someone that doesn't belongs to you. ive never loved someone so deep before till I met him ive never learn the meaning of relationship, compromise, sacrifice , understanding, give and take until I met him. Well Muslih  having you in my life was a lesson learned. You're the type of person which hard to pleased nonetheless ive tried my best saving our relationship even after all the hurts we've given each other, but then its trifling. No matter how acrimonious I would be im blithe that we've gone this far. And to those who is there for me when im going through such devastated moment, im glad youre still here. I never thought you could brighten up my day again..
With Love,


♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Friday, April 05, 2013

Sunday, February 3, 2013, @ Sunday, February 03, 2013

Well spent Sunday 💋💖
And that day sleep over💙


♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Sunday, February 03, 2013

Wednesday, October 24, 2012, @ Wednesday, October 24, 2012
let the picture do the talking,

i should have done the same thing.


♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Tuesday, October 16, 2012, @ Tuesday, October 16, 2012
timezone hougang mall

ok why i look so akward in this picture.haha

Meet Aeleen my full timer, i mean ex full timer at hougang, she's already been transfer to other outlet. how sad cause she all im left with when jennifer and miguel left. i was the only longest part timer there when she came and took over miguel and ziana came and took over jennifer as supervisor..

okay to be continue later. my break has ended. using the office computer. heh. 

hi, back to where i stop, i really miss how aeleen and i work together, talking about our countries,boys, relationship stuff, how we live, and stuff. because she's a foreigner and i learn alot from her with her stories she share. shes like my own sister after miguel left. its just so sad im working without her, and so Ram replace her and im not so comfortable with Ram cause hes kinda scary in doing cashier, but he's good also in mixing around like hes really friendly and funny but still im scared working under his shift. okaay lah guys bye, 


♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Monday, October 15, 2012, @ Monday, October 15, 2012
my little emotions

you came back,
i have this feeling, the feelings i always had when it comes to you. the feeling that i am just a temporary to you. why do i always give you this chance when i don't get that chance. you came back, you tried talking to me. i didn't give you that much attention but at the end of the day you did it, and when you get me a lil attracted,you take it easily.. i should not have show that im alil attracted yet, maybe i took the wrong step, i should have make you go further . ya  or i guess i should care less and stop my little emotions now. i wonder what is in your head when you came back to me. why me. i don't want to go through this stupid love stuffs. it just make your little emotions run wild. maybe i should take it easy too. like act nothing happen between us. right.


♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Monday, October 15, 2012

Wednesday, October 10, 2012, @ Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Girls Gossip Meeting time

So meet my 5a's but theres 4 here cause the another one she wasnt to be able to attend our girls gossip meeting. How sad. missed her so much that no one could ever imagine. dear Atikah azman we missed you so much but you should have not do this to us.. hais.. meet up soon yea. my stories ends here..



♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Wednesday, October 10, 2012

@ Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Kakak Siti Birthday Bash at Holiday Inn Atrium Hotel

So the advance birthday bash for dearest cousin was a success haha.All the 13 cousins of cucu salleh was there.Its fun how she walk in her hotel room looking so surprise seeing balloons everywhere,as she walks to switchon the lights everyone of us came out from the hiding spot n bash her.So let the pictures do the rest of the stories. 

So heres how the preparation goes. 


The girls are busy setting up and the boys sleep while waiting for other. hahaha ass




so the celebration ended at 3am since kakak siti reach singapore at 2am so we waited quiet long hhaha. and we decided to go karaoke at cash studio and total bill was $200 for 3hours . haha thanks alot since she treat us.loveyou so much akak.
so lucky we can squeez in two cars huhu.




More pictures in Nabby Isaac facebook.


♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Sunday, September 23, 2012, @ Sunday, September 23, 2012
Testing blogger app

Hi testing this blogger app that I just download through m phone. , The previous app sucks so Hi. Currently in the toilet shitting obviously at my work place timezone hougang mall. Ahhhh. Hahha k lame. Ending work at 1030pm haiyaaaa
Okay lets test posting a picture. hmmm

Okay I cant adjust the size of the picture FUCK

♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Sunday, September 23, 2012

Monday, September 10, 2012, @ Monday, September 10, 2012
Selamat Hari Raya

This is the third time we celebrated hari raya together. First year was Turquoise Second year was Black and This year we decided Red :) more pictures on my facebook Amirah Vgi.. Red looks so awesome this year. mwehehe. so selamat hari raya to all of youuu form amirah and muslih.. 


♥baby don't you hit my heart
@ Monday, September 10, 2012