IM STUCK

I GOT TO TELL OUT

im sorry. i got to do this.sooner or later i got to tell out.im too week to do it alone.. no one can help accept my own self. i cant keep hiding this any longer cause its been hurting me..i've try very hard to continue but i cant. i just cant.im forcing myself for the sake of _ _ _ _ _ _ and _ _  happiness.

i dunno how to put this in words.im really confuse.

i thought slowly it will become better but it only change a single bit. i've been giving  _ _ _ _ - _ _ _ _ _

cause the _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ come and go.it keep changing everytime. i thought it would stay forever as days past by.yet its still remains unchange.like i said.it come and go. blame me for started all this.i think i should stop this.or maybe not.

im crying rite now.im sad. i had choice but i dunno which choice is right.

i've been thinking about it everynight and it feels awful to make the right choices.im going try one more time. but if i failed i guess its time to tell out.

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